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Monday, November 18, 2019

Leak 11/18/19






Three posts this week

Lovesong: Poetry-11/19/19 5:00 PM MST 

Into the Wild Part III: Photography-11/21/19 5:00 PM MST 

The Doppelgänger (Revisited): Paragraph Story-11/23/19 PM MST  




During the week of Thanksgiving I will be taking a week long break to be with my family. Happy Holidays!






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Saturday, November 16, 2019

At the Bottom of Everything

















I put my things away.
I remembered,
all those things,
you said to me,
that digs a hole,
straight through,
the core of me. 

I spent that weekend in my car,
and drank enough for two. 
I felt I was nailed upon the cross,
trying to get to the bottom,
of everything,
and the bottle. 

One of these days. 
I’ll clean up. 
I’ll be ready to make my family proud.
But for now, 
I’ll search the bottom,
of everything,
and the bottle. 

All because of you,
when I dream a dream,
I drown in the ocean. 
As I pick up those words,
that you used to get to,
the bottom of everything. 
As I look through this bottle,
I think I see the ocean,
so it might be best,
to drown myself for a while. 
Till I get to the bottom of everything,
and maybe a bottle.



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Thursday, November 14, 2019

Before I Part




I heard it on the speakers,
late last night. 
Must we always,
do what were told?
Light a fire to lead the way. 

I boarded up the windows,
of my house. 
So I can complete,
something worth doing. 
We’re all growing old. 
Time is running out. 

To think that everyone,
must die,
and we all want,
to be something that matters. 
Searching for a former clarity. 
To be what’s worth while. 

To think all roads come,
to an end. 
Then we climb the ladder.
I need to be better.
I need to live better. 

To be all that I can be,
and live within the laughter. 
I’ll find my way before I part.




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Tuesday, November 12, 2019

The Sinners and the Saints

















The savior graces you,
we were bound to lose. 
Each little fragment,
of the broken past. 
Where has our kingdom gone?
Mistaken where we’re from. 
A simple headache,
and the wait is done. 

Do you know what you are?
Or are you insane?
I can see the expression,
on your misguided face. 
Do we fight the virus?
Or we submit our way?
The clocks keep ticking,
but the moment doesn’t change. 
In the midst,
of the sinners,
and the saints

You think you control us.
You think you know the way. 
You think you stopped,
the villains at their game. 
Where’s our kingdom come?
Now we’re on the run.
We lie in the midst,
of the sinners and the saints.






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Monday, November 11, 2019

Leak 11/11/19





Three posts this week



The Sinners and the Saints: Poetry-11/12/19 5:00 PM MST 

Before I Part: Poetry-11/14/19 5:00 PM MST

At the Bottom of Everything: Poetry-11/16/19 5:00 PM MST 










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Saturday, November 9, 2019

Taking Home





















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Thursday, November 7, 2019

To Make This House A Home



There’s nothing,
that I can say,
to make you not go.
To make you come back,
To make this house a home. 

But I’ll live,
I’ll break my back,
I’ll live by the tracks,
I’ll gain all I lack. 
To make myself a man. 

There’s so many,
friends and family,
who say I won’t,
amount to nothing. 
But if I let go of my ego,
I can finally breathe.

They all still think I’m wrong,
because I belong to the Otherside. 
But I’ll take back,
all my morals.
So I’ll be fine and clean. 

Is it so hard to see me?
I was your pariah. 
Now I live much like,
the mortals,
that live in the streets. 

I know it’s hard,
to understand,
my thinking. 
Waiting for,
the Demagogues,
to take me away. 
But there’s so much,
understanding,
now I can see. 

I see you across the street,
not believing what you see. 
The path I have chose,
among the righteous and the pius. 
I see you not believing in me. 
Not thinking I could see,
the path I can take,
to turn this house into a home. 

Now I can’t believe I lived,
wished to be where you stood,
wanted to make your house a home. 
You’re just like the Demagogues,
taking away from richeous,
corrupting the minds of men. 
To think,
I wished to make your house a home.



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Tuesday, November 5, 2019

Blood Rushes





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Monday, November 4, 2019

Leak 11/4/19



Three posts this week



Blood Rushes: Visual Poetry-11/5/19 5:00 PM MST


To Make This House A Home: Poetry-11/7/19 5:00 PM MST


Taking Home: Visual Poetry- 11/9/19 5:00 PM MST







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Tuesday, October 22, 2019

A Long Time Coming



Hi everyone. I wanted to spend this time to thank the constant support of those who appreciate my writing and a shout out to those who read every one of my posts. As you can see there was no leak yesterday and that is because I have reached a new milestone in my life. Everyone helped me cope with my diagnosis. You all were by my side as I got married and you understood my frustrations on infertility. I’m pleased to announce that my wives pregnancy ended last week and she gave birth. He was 4 weeks early and is in the NICU and will be there for a little while longer. I never thought I would be a father. Everything always prevented that and there he is. My little boy. It’s time to relax and reflect on my life and I want to take you guys along for the ride. For the next 2 weeks I will be taking a break and enjoying my time with my family. We will reflect on my blog pivotal points and my favorite posts will be reposted on Facebook on my page. There will also be other changes.

I’ve noticed a trend of my blog views being fairly low during the week of a American national holiday. The posts that come out that week get the least views and with that being said I will most likely do this "observance" of my past posts when a holiday rolls around. Maybe with a update that week. I thought it would be good to spend more time with my family during the holidays and everyone else should do the same. 

With all that being said I’m exited to mention a new idea of mine. I’ve been building this universe for 8 years and it has matured over a very long period of time. I’ve decided I would like to post some fables or real short stories that are little tales told throughout the universe. They can answer some questions people had and they can create more involvement of the universe. I have several ideas I want to work on and they will be out once I have a moment to write them. Sorry that there won’t be any new content for a little bit. I’ll do what I can to get back on track but for now I need to reflect on everything that’s happening and I’ll let you know how everything progresses. 





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Saturday, October 19, 2019

Still Rises




















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Thursday, October 17, 2019

With Everything That I Am






With everything that I am,
I can see you living in it. 
With everything that I am,
I think I’ll live long. 
With everything that I am,
I don’t think I can believe it. 
With everything that I am,
I won’t stop writing your song. 

There’s a fire that burns,
deep in my soul. 
There’s a fire that burns,
deep in my mind. 

With everything that I am,
I’ll live well, can you see that?
With everything that I am,
even when I feel low. 
With everything that I am,
I can’t see you without it. 
With everything that I am,
I think we’ll take it slow.


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Tuesday, October 15, 2019

Love to Breathe





















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Monday, October 14, 2019

Leak 10/14/19



Three posts this week.


Love to Breathe: Visual Poetry-10/15/19 5:00 PM MST

With Everything That I Am: Poetry-10/17/19 5:00 PM MST

Still Rises: Visual Poetry-10/19/19 5:00 PM MST









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Saturday, October 12, 2019

Into The Wild Part II





































































































































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Thursday, October 10, 2019

Lovely



















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Tuesday, October 8, 2019

We Are Medina Lake Teaser















To every story there is a beginning. In Corey Rhode’s expanding universe, he posed the question, "Where did it all start?". We find out just that in his newest addition to the Esoteric Sequence. Just a simple holy man, our protagonist is visited by the God of his faith. Spreading the word of his visitation, others have experienced the same and she has a message, to go to a new continent previously unexplored by the modern age. There lies a secret. A way to become just like the divine creator. We are taken on a journey that explores what it means to be human and what it means to be something more. Facing the opposition, the mysterious Demagogue's of the Otherside also have a plan to make humans something more. Clashing on what he believes to be between good and evil, our protagonist sees the fine line begin to blur and everything becomes a shade of grey. Whose side will he be on? Find out when the new year starts with "We Are Medina Lake”. 





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Monday, October 7, 2019

Leak 10/6/19
















Three posts this week!


We Are Medina Lake Teaser: Teaser-10/8/19 5:00 PM MST

Lovely: Visual Poetry-10/10/19 5:00 PM MST 

Into The Wild Part II: Photography-10/12/19 5:00 PM MST 




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Saturday, October 5, 2019

Impressions




















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Thursday, October 3, 2019

A Better World





I will find a place,
where I can start again,
To forget my past,
and leave the life I lead.
I have become a mess,
I need to leave that behind.
It is time to head down another road, 
and to live my life. 

I will never forget those nights,
we had together.
I will never forget you,
as a friend. 
But you will become a shadow,
in the back of my mind,
to be a better person.

We need to move on,
if we want to live a better life.
Our thoughts and actions,
were so petty,
I rather wish we had died. 
To live in a better world,
and leave each other behind.


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