Living The Life?

Living The Life life was originally posted on 6/20/11. I made it into a song shortly after and this is as far as I got to actually recording any song for a demo. I hope you like it.

It started here, 
another wasteful night. 

You started crying, 
I'll just say goodbye. 

Look out the window, 
tell me what do you see? 

I see potential, 
I see harmony.

Your the kind of girl I dream about, 

but your only in my dreams,          

Your the kind of girl that I talk about,

but your to far from my reach.

From your reach, 

you started looking for the things that you saw.

And you saw, 

all the reasons why you didnt go far

You went far enough to notice everything that you like just so... 

                                                 

So long, goodbye. 

Im sick of trying for it for the last time. 

I am living the life that all the people hate, 

Id like to smile but I know that you relate. 

Summer skies and winter weather, 

are beginning to feel like its to much.             

Sleep on the roofs, 

jump to the sky, 

I need you there, 

I need you here now.

The promise missing and the pit of my stomach, 

I died. 

For you, and for me, 

and all thats thats in sight. 

All I wanted was to throw things down in the drain,

While we're watching and waiting for the rain. 

Head of sorrow, 

wait tomorrow we just lift up. 

With cigarette smoke,

you know ill throw up by my bed side and live a forlorn night, 

but you're perfect and amazing well thats alright.

                                                     

So long, goodbye. 

Im sick of trying for it for the last time. 

I am living the life that all the people hate, 

Id like to smile but I know that you relate. 

Summer skies and winter weather, 

are beginning to feel like its to much.             

Sleep on the roofs, 

jump to the sky, 

I need you there, 

I need you here now.

I thought I saw her couple of years ago

She says she's waiting for a rise worthy of my window.

And I miss you.

So long, goodbye. 

Im sick of trying for it for the last time. 

I am living the life that all the people hate, 

Id like to smile but I know that you relate. 

Summer skies and winter weather, 

are beginning to feel like its to much.             

Sleep on the roofs, 

jump to the sky, 

I need you there, 

I need you here now.








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We Are All Monsters To The End

We Are All Monsters To The End became a post on 1/26/11. It became a song shortly after. There are two versions. One with language and one with not. I posted the one without language to appeal to a bigger audience although I think my point gets across better with the one with language. I hope you like it. 





I should have listened from the start.

It has happened before.

We pray on self destruction. 

and leave the bodies to rot.

So I made you cry.

I told you not to love me anyway.

I think I fell for you.

When we split our ways

So I made you scream.

With utter provocation 

Felt like you insulted me.

When there was a deceiver.


So I may have lied, 

kissed you goodnight. 

I slept in another room,

when you rested your head.

Then I created my scars, 
while you were away. 

Its like you pushed me,

in so many ways.

But I always saw those lies,
I just wished for a new sunrise.

Its been done before and will again,

but we are all monsters to the end.


I need this to end.

You may also have ended me.

I believed in all the little things.

I still couldn't sleep

So I made you love.

I told you not to anyway.

You cared for me so much.

I wasn't the only one.

So now I am gutting her.

I'm gutting her,

though I've bled so much.

Then I started killing her.

I'm killing her.

No one will help me up.

Now I started gutting her,

I'm gutting her.

Though I've bled so much,

upon these hands.

So I may have lied, 

kissed you goodnight. 

I slept in another room,

when you rested your head.

Then I created my scars, 
while you were away. 

Its like you pushed me,

in so many ways.

But I always saw those lies,
I just wished for a new sunrise.

Its been done before and will again,

but we are all monsters to the end.

So I may have lied, 

kissed you goodnight. 

I slept in another room,

when you rested your head.

Then I created my scars, 

while you were away. 

Its like you pushed me,

in so many ways.

Its all been done before.

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Tiny Spaces

The Poem Tiny Spaces came out on 4/10/12 But did you know I made it into a song? Here are the lyrics and with little changes it is one of my most favorite songs to play. I hope you like it!

I live my life in a swimming pool,

whenever I awaken.

I try to be a respectful man.

These eyes are getting sharper. 

I find myself place to place,

spend the nights in a gutter.

What will I do for you?

If I'm always on the move?

But if I wait for you.

How long will I wait for you?    

You can’t tell me what is life,

I don't know this Jesus Christ.

It will come to me,

in tiny spaces.

You can’t tell me what is wrong,

you weren't there when I was brought.

It will come to me,

in tiny spaces.

But I can wait, for you.

If I cant what could I do?

But if I wait for you.

How long will I wait for you. 

I walked myself to a toxic dive,

my peers are getting worried.

I saw someone in the corner and cry

poor thing looked so sorry.

I asked the garçon who's that friend?

"His last name is Draper."

What will I do for you?

If I'm always on the move?

But if I wait for you.

How long will I wait for you?    

Said it seems like everything is wrong,

but I don’t know what’s going on. 

It will come to me,

in tiny spaces.

I lived my life in someone’s hands,

there’s some things I don't understand. 

It will come to me,

in tiny spaces.

You can’t tell me what is life,

I don't know this Jesus Christ.

It will come to me,

in tiny spaces.

You can’t tell me what is wrong,

you weren't there when I was brought.

It will come to me,

in tiny spaces.

There's nothing I won't do,

If it gets me closer to our rendezvous.

I just need something to get me through.

I will live my life now, just to be with you. 

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Oceana

Oceana released as a poem on 9/25/11 It became a song and is also inspiration for a short story or novel that I have been writing for some time. I was able to make a good recording of it and accompanied it with a slideshow of some of my pictures. I hope you like it.

Down in the wake.

She cries.

down by the beach house,

waving goodbye.

You wept, of what you missed.

Dream what you want.

Dream what you wish.

I can see everything,

you have in your head,

cuz you are dreaming.

I can see everything,

cuz im your friend.

People and friends arent sleeping,

but you don't see it.

I can see everything,

you have in your head,

cuz you are dreaming.

They came, down on me.

Why, cant you see.

They all claimed that you were dead,

then it all fell down on my head,

when all the planets collide,

you just stand back and lie,

this is what I hear you say.

Goodbye, 

goodbye.

All the lions came out,

and the fires subside.

Time to look at me now,

with shadowy eyes.

So do I look like im mad?

Cuz all i ever wanted was for us to be happy.

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