Thoughts of a Lifetime (Into the Future)

When I think of the future.

I wonder where I will be.

Could I be an actor?

Or be sailing in the sea?

I think that you are an angel,

because nothing was enough.

I gave all that you asked for,

but you still didn't show your love.

When I look into to future,

I wonder what I would see.

Will there be any mountains?

Could there be you and me?

You see, 

this is getting rather sketchy,

all you have is idle hands.

A range of superstition,

like dead bodies in our bags.

When I look into the future.

Where would I be at?

Could I be six feet under,

or something simple like that?

I could be a politician.

A tyrant with some bitter words.

I could build something special,

or kill millions with my hands.

When I look into the future.

Everything looks so dull.

A single day living without you,

I think I'll loose my soul.

Any minute I'll hear yelling,

but my mouth makes no sound.

I wonder if you'll stay here,

maybe spend your time with me.

For a moment there I opened up,

and breathed in fresh air. 

Just to find out I was wrong.

I'm better off to close myself back up, 

in time I can say.

It was me who fucked up.

If I look into the future,

of life turned to death.

I can’t help but see me smile.

I want to see the world I said,

it may take some time.

You were fine to wait for a while. 

When I look into the future.

I wonder where I will be.

Could I even be a good man?

Would you be there for me?

When I look into the future.

Could I even have a child?

Are things so bright perfect,

or am I just in denial?

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