May Be Sharper Than The Sound

Sometimes you can't try,

but you can see me smile.

While I scratch my head,

I will look into the distance.

I drifted to some nothingness. 

I'm at terms with my selfishness.

I'm at terms with my carelessness. 

I agreed with a circumstance. 

But I will conform,

to the needs of the world,

because the world needs me.

The world needs us. 

The world needs you and me,

and my focus. 

So I don't drift off to nothingness.

Dwell on the violence. 

Maybe just this once. 

Sometimes 

I think I can cure your ignorance.

Sometimes

I think I can hurt your prettiness.

Sometimes

you don't need us. 

While you’re with that scourge. 

That thin shell of a man. 

As he pushes you around. 

I laughed

with irresponsibility. 

I sighed

while smashing in his knees.

I grinned 

I am such a tease.   

These knifes, 

sharper than the sound.

Plastic sheets, 

keep him away from thee.

And a mind

To create a perfect crime.

The blood will flow all over.

You wont hear from him again.

I promise.

Just you and me,

and what’s left of the longevity,

of the sound,

of the rush,

of the screams.

Those pitiful screams,

but you are now with me.

You feel hot to the thought.

This may just be a part of me.

Remember me

As The Dark Consumes Us

Here are some current versions of my drawings

Listening For That Sweet Tune: Chapter 11

Violence & Poetry Pt. 2

I live in the midst of strangers,

crawling down my throat.

My life's so abstract sometimes,

I beg to choke.

Reflections in the mirrors, 

are as fake as glass.

I like to watch they shatter,

as I pass,

to watch,

the lines,

between us.

I sing,

the songs,

of birds.

A sewn, 

up heart, 

laced with, 

all your piercings.

To fill  

our holes

oh god.

Violence and poetry.

Am I, 

as sharp as a knife,

digging through, 

your spine?

I just walk it off, 

sometimes.

Running from

the angels. 

Am I, 

late enough?

Well no one, 

was watching.

She fills herself with drugs,

all I do, 

is watch her.

Am I, 

in love with a whore?

I need your serpent blood,

so please, 

slit my tongue.

I sing,

the songs,

of birds.

A sewn 

up heart, 

laced with, 

all your piercings.

To fill  

our holes

oh god.

Violence and poetry.

A brand new me,

under tattoos.

With a, 

brand new you,

so grim.

Sharp nails,

and teeth,

kill me will ya? 

When I love, 

to breathe,

violence and poetry.

A sewn, 

up heart, 

laced with 

all your piercings.

To fill, 

our holes

oh god.

I just bleed and smile,

nod to all the answers.

Violence and poetry.

With all the, 

asphyxiation,

It is, 

cold outside,

I cant feel, 

my toes.

Locked in my room,

will the sun come?

I feel

I'm gonna 

do myself in.

Its just, 

that I listen,

to violence and poetry.

When every corner, 

of the Earth is bombed,

would you ever think of me?

When you are alone, 

and cant find your home,

would you look around for trees?

I know I am a simple speck,

in your thought filled mind.

All I ask is you, 

to remember me,

and remind, 

that you left me all behind.

Everything that I once wished for,

No longer mattered, 

through these eyes.

And all at once,

I realized,

I was fine.

Your image,

was leaving my mind.

I was over things, 

and especially you.

Late nights, 

I spent to sleep alone.

I dont chase any, 

ghosts no more,

Id rather die, 

than be alone.

With violence and poetry

I sing,

the songs,

of birds.

A sewn 

up heart, 

laced with, 

all your piercings.

To fill  

our holes

oh god.

Violence and poetry.

A brand new me,

under tattoos.

With a, 

brand new you,

so grim.

Sharp nails,

and teeth,

kill me will ya? 

When I love, 

to breathe,

violence and poetry.

A sewn, 

up heart, 

laced with 

all your piercings.

To fill, 

our holes

oh god.

I just bleed and smile,

nod to all the answers.

Violence and poetry.

Remember me

I Am Black Cold Heart

I am black cold heart, 

its been waiting for love.

You, been waiting for love.

You, are liars entrust.

I am black cold heart, 

its been waiting for love.

You, been waiting for love.

You, are liars entrust.  

This is what it's come to be.

For the whole world to see.

I tell you to take these words

Hold them to your chest.

Then think you'll never ever,

wish that you were dead.

I never thought that this was present. 

I can't help but to feel like a peasant. 

Now these blood soaked hands,

makes me a man.

Though it’s something, 

that I never want to be.

It's just some sacrifice,

cutting out angels eyes.

Though I never ever wanted this to be.

Though I never ever wanted this....

I am black cold heart, 

its been waiting for love.

You, been waiting for love.

You, are liars entrust.

I am black cold heart, 

its been waiting for love.

You, been waiting for love.

You, are liars entrust.  

Why did you have to make this be,

Hiding in the forest, 

burning down the trees.

I beg to rid of my sanity,

I only really wanted to have a family. 

Red ringers of pendulous chords. 

I sleep in stables, as you become a whore.

I live my life, you are a cliché 

You took my heart then ran away. 

I'll seize the night as you seize the day. 

I am black cold heart, 

its been waiting for love.

You, been waiting for love.

You, are liars entrust.

I am black cold heart, 

its been waiting for love.

You, been waiting for love.

You, are liars entrust.  

Remember me

Please, Remember Me.

Here are some photos I took from not to long ago. Enjoy.

Remember me

Our Last Words

So is this where I stand?

Flicking mutters in the wind.

With no place up to go save myself.

I think my nerves rather thin.

So is that where you go?

Somewhere else where no one knows.

Striking that same old pose

to go and to save just yourself.

I’m growing tired of this joke.

Am I always second in line?

Well that’s where I am now.

A vacant building torn and abandoned.

Crumbling under my feet.

You drink like an ocean,

you’re as shallow as the beach.

You need to talk to go and save yourself,

but the waters at your knees.

So I left you like a disease,

but you still think we're fine.

You're to caught up in your mind 

to go save yourself.

I jumped right out of sight.

So where do you stand?

Not here because its cracked.

I left to go and find my mistakes,

but you are unraveling without the string.

Where am I now?

Not near you, not near friends.

You are full in your mind and yourself,

you forgot that you could be mine.

So is this were I stand?

Another woman in my hands.

Well its better than you go 

and get yourself off.

I guess you are the one who wins.

So where will you go?

Nobody stops and nobody knows.

Striking that old fashioned pose.

You know now I'm no longer close.  












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