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Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Listening For That Sweet Tune: Chapter 29-Meet Your Maker






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Maybe me seeing the ballroom dancers was all in my head. As I looked at them dancing then to Bale he looked where I was looking and he seemed confused judging by the look on his face. It was a face like; what are you looking at or what do you see? Both of which were only stressing to make me question my own sanity. I wanted to ask either of them if they could see what I see but it most certainly was not the time to ask. A ceremony—as you will—was being conducted and it could only cost me if it was ever so ruined by the likes of me. 

I then looked back to—who I was hoping to now become—Lana. The sun and the stars my very own sweet little girl—I named her so she must be mine. Bale began to walk slowly towards Lana then stopped when he was right in my view blocking the visual path from me to her. He then turned around to look at me and waved his hand motioning for me to get on the stage with them. I ran to my left to reach the stairs at the far end of the stage then began to ascend the stairs. My shoes clicked on the hard wood that made up the platform of the stage and clicked the whole way to her. I looked to the ground to see further imprints of feet that charred its way through the wood. 

Bale and Vitiate took a few steps back from the girl as I began to stand above her just mere inches away from the blood that was pooling underneath her. She looked pretty even though she was dead. A small stream of blood flowed from out her nose and down her cheek—this means her lungs were pierced in the process of the stabbing. Looking down to her chest a small stab wound pouring blood came out the right side of her chest. There weren't many blows—maybe a couple—but they were all centralized in one area. Vitiate's blade was long enough that when stabbed it would go straight through her, apparently missing any rib that would be in the way. 

'How does she look?' Bale asked. 

'She looks at peace.' I replied. 'That’s going to change isn't it?'

'I’m at peace Ben. What makes you think that being a Wretched means no peace?'

'Because you have the appearance of evil.' Bale looked at me for a minute’s time with a look of disgust. 

'And who tells you that this is evil?' He asked angrily. I was seconds from replying back to him but he elaborated further. 'People die. It's inevitable but what happens after death? This does. We are the next step. After death it's us, it's that simple.'

'So you are God then?' I asked. Bale looked deep into my eyes and thought about what the truth was. 

'I’m not God. We simply came before. We may be considered gods to many and yes we assumed that role but we are not god to you.' I was confused like times before. 

'So who is my God?' I asked. 'Because I'm sure he is nothing like you.'

'Ben. You know nothing about who God is. You only assume that he has your ideals but the truth is that you are far from it. You assume that God is what you consider good but the truth is God is God and you have no say in what he will act like. God is simply a supreme being who understands life to a certain point that is further than your own. There's no book in how a god should act. To each his own. God can be merciless one day and forgiving another. God is unpredictable much like life in itself. People build a concept that there is someone who is good and another who is evil and this is far from the truth. There is no good or evil there is just a set of boundaries that some are willing to cross and others do not. We are supreme beings and we have a far better understanding about life than you so yes we are gods but we are not your God.' Bale raised his hand while he was philosophizing and poked my chest with his index finger. I felt a burn under my skin but it was painless and a discomfort at the same time. My mind couldn't make out what it truly was. 'You can become one as well Ben. Just as me or Vitiate or this little girl that you named Lana. Isn't that what everyone wants? You can decide for yourself what kind of god you want to be but you need to understand always how you got there. Everyone was a mortal once and there's no denying that but it's who you will be that will determine your future but remember that there are rules to existence no mater what your position is. Supreme or not, there are always rules you must follow.'

I was intrigued with what Bale just told me and at that same moment a glow began in Lana's chest near her stab wounds but she continued to lay motionless. If everyone is bound to a set of rules then who made them? Could it just be a set of actual rules or is it something natural like the basic concept of gravity or heat. Things that stay the way they are no matter what you do. I guess everyone and everything would be bound by those things no matter how supreme you are. 



The small glow in Lana's chest grew to a bright light and Bale took a few steps closer to her and leaned on one of his knees. Bale then snapped one of his fingers repeatedly towards Vitiate for him to come closer as well. Bale mumbled a short sentence to Vitiate and he elaborated further then nodded back. As vitiate was positioning Lana's arms to her sides rather than her chest Bale reached into his jacket to take the stiletto blade back out of his pocket and into Vitiate's hands. 

The light in Lana's chest spread to her limbs as she soon began to shake ferociously I then noticed something was off. I blinked my eyes to see her just laying there with no light or even movement. I rubbed my eyes firmly then looked back to see her shaking ferociously again. I looked around the room to see if anything else was going on in the room and nothing else was moving. Looking at her in my peripherals I noticed she wasn't moving again but when I looked straight at her it was a crisis.

'What’s happening to her?' I asked while trying to hold her body down with Vitiate and Bale. 

'Her body is now pulsing creating more—' Bale paused mid sentence. 'The Wretched inside her is duplicating itself in a rapid fashion. If it consumes her too much then she will be no more than an average Wretched.' Bale nodded to Vitiate and Vitiate took the knife to Lana's wrists and cut deep. Black goo started to ooze from her wrists and began to pool under her arms. Steam or maybe even smoke rose from the pools of goo that left her wrist and started to burn its way through the floor. 

Whatever was on the floor turned into vapor and vanished in the air. Lana soon stopped shaking and beams of light replaced the cuts that were in her arms. Vitiate then have the knife back to Bale and took a few steps back. Bale soon rose to his feet to do the same. I stayed, sitting next to her just waiting for the next act to happen then Bale put his hand on my right shoulder and motioned to me to get up. I followed him back down off of the stage and waited beside him as he stood in front of the stage looked towards Lana. 

'Why don't you want her to be a full Wretched?' I asked. Bale scratched his chin feeling the stubble he had covering his face then turned to look at me. 

'Sometimes it naturally happens. Quite rarely really. The pulling effects aren't too overwhelming and you become something more than a Wretched. You become greater. It's what I am and Vitiate and the rest of the Wretched that sit in the Wretched hierarchy. We are given the gifts of self-control and intelligence. We are in some words are similar to humans with psychopathic characteristics the prime species of its kind. They are methodical and unable mentally to make any mistakes. They are the best of the best and so are we. When you are first turned into a Wretched the thing that looks to you like black ooze multiplies from a tiny speck in your blood and multiplies. It then floods the body and takes control of the whole system replicating everything inside of you. It then leaves the body to deteriorate and rot. What it takes out is only the spirit. The life force of the man or woman is sucked out of them then placed into the darkness that will become a Wretched. It can't live without a spirit so it takes what it had. Only The Wretched can see this spirit taking form into one of us and you are only half way there so I'm sure you have seen discrepancies in your vision.'

'If that happens to one kind of Wretched then what does the other kind face?'

'Us? The prime?' Bale asked. 'We let out enough of this darkness that it can't replicate the body so it takes the body it has. Keeping the creatures organs preserving them into an immortal state it uses the body as the vessel. Keeping its brain means we remember everything that we were previously thus makes it so we can learn and adapt.'

'So if I were to cut you open right now I would see all the parts I have correct?' I asked. Bale laughed then responded. 

'If I were human first then that would be the case but its not.'

'So this happens to all creatures? So what does that make you?'

'This only happens to superior beings and what you are is a superior being.' 

'I’m not human? What are you saying?'

'You're right you're not but you are modeled after one but I don't want to spoil the surprise you have to find out for yourself. If I told you it would kill you.'

'Where would I find out?' I asked. 

'Maybe that man your looking for knows, he can probably get you closer than I ever can.'

'You keep saying 'black ooze' or 'darkness', what's it really called?' 

'You're not ready to know.' He said. 

'So then—' I cleared my throat. 'What are you then?'

'Something else.' He said nonchalantly. I could hear his now crooked smile twist and turn across his face, as he got giddy with joy holding secrets from me.

Lana's body soon began to shake again and I suspected that she would need another cut but as I started to take a step forward Bale took out his arm in front of me to stop me. I looked back to him and he nodded no hinting that she was ok. I nodded back acknowledging that I understood and took a step back. Lana's slight shaking turned ferocious and she started to scream. What was originally a high scream that would come from a little girl turned darker as if she was being possessed by something. 

'The darkness must be trying to capture her soul.' I said aloud but nobody and I laughed out loud. Bale looked at me with an off expression on his face but I looked away. Calling the vicious black liquid that consumes living souls an 'ooze' or 'darkness' seemed like a joke to me but with the lack of a better word I was at a standstill.

Her small scream turned into a roar of a lion, a child and rushing water. It echoed through the air and hurt my ears. She continued to yell and thrash around as if she was possessed and in reality, she was.  My heart soon began to turn with fear and loathing for the poor child even more so than when she died. I felt as if this was her second death, the death of her soul and that could only be worse than a physical pain. I was going through the same pain that she was only it was slower like boiling a frog slowly, it doesn't notice that the water is getting hotter until its to late. I am that frog. 

Lana's body soon began to levitate over the floor and the cage that she was in began to shake then crumble. Every inch that she went up higher the cage crushed more into a steel ball. She was then several feet above the ground with her arms out making a t. The force of the levitation was near the small of her back because the rest of the body slumped backwards carrying the rest of her weight. She looked graceful how she was but she was still yet to open her eyes like a newborn child. The red curtains that framed the stage soon ripped out from their respective spots and spun around Lana in circles blocking our view of her periodically on and off. The walls and the floor of the room began to shake and boards got pulled up from the ground. What was real to The Wretched and nothing to everyone else changed drastically as everything turned to the most concrete as the ground beneath us. 

Her screaming began again forcing me to cover my ears. As I looked back to Bale and Vitiate they stood there and reveled to what was happening. Looking back up to Lana she soon curled up into the fetal position and fell to the floor. Bale tapped me on the shoulder and as I turned to look at him I noticed that during the havoc something sparked a fire and the building was soon going to be engulfed by flames. 

'You and Lana better get out of here.' Bale yelled. 'You don't want to be in here when the place falls.'

I jumped up onto the stage holding Lana in my arms. As I began to jump back down Bale and Vitiate already disappeared from the situation leaving me and Lana to deal with the mess. I rushed across the room to reach the heavy steel doors and I pushed my back against them hoping that they would open. The doors burned my back through my clothes due to the fire being so close to the doors but I made it away from the fire. As the doors were closing—once I made it through—the ceiling collapsed on the other side throwing charred wood towards the ground. I hurried down the hall approaching the double doors trying to avoid the scattered papers on the ground—which were now on fire. Lana began to stir in my arms by beginning to stiffen up then become loose again but she was still yet to wake up. 

Pushing through the double doors I saw that the fire pushed further than I have. Looking down the adjacent hallways the fire crumbled walls and destroyed many of the rooms. Smoke began to fill my lungs and I started cough and gasp for air. Lana became heavier in my arms and I began to loose my grip as my vision went black and came back. I entered the chapel and the fire stopped on the other side of the walls. I thought of how The Wretched created this building and I thought that maybe this building would never catch fire because of the will of The Wretched but I then thought it was a joke. The building was made out of stone. 

Exiting the chapel I could only manage to take a few more steps before collapsing to the ground. Falling on my knees I looked forward. People who lived here gathered in front of me as I gasped for air. The sun was now setting and the sky looked like it was covered on blood, my hands were covered in blood. I laid Lana down on the ground releasing all the weight that was fatiguing my arms. Just then I saw Lana's father push himself through the crowd and start to cry. 
    
'Thank you! You saved my little girl!' He ran up to me and picked Lana up into his arms. 'Oh sweetie, its ok now. No more harm is coming. You're safe now.' Lana's fingers began to twitch as she began to yawn. Lana's face was facing me as she opened her eyes and just as I got up she smiled at me. Her eyes were pitch black much like the other Wretched I have seen in the past. She looked up to her father and her father gasped mid sentence. 

'Your eyes sweetie, what happened to your eyes?' She leaned forward to whisper in her fathers ear and the look on his face was astonishment but in a rage. Before he was able to make another move to either throw her on the ground or to attempt to kill her first, she was able to make the first move. She placed her hands on his face lifting up his head giving her complete access to his neck. 

Chewing ferociously, blood spurted out on her and the surrounding crowd. People began to scream and run for their lives. Her father fell backwards to land flat on his back as Lana began to stand up straight on his stomach. She let out an ear-searing scream then began to hover above the ground. The lack of oxygen I had previously started to affect me as I swayed side to side where I was standing. Time started to move faster as she jumped on more people and ate their bodies and before I knew it buildings were set on fire but I passed out just as things began to get interesting. 











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Thursday, August 29, 2013

Listening For That Sweet Tune: Chapter 28: Further Down The Hollow Pt. 4






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I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn't seeing things but there he was, Bale in all his glory and another Wretched that I had not met yet. Bale smiled at me and opened his arms towards me hinting at me to give him a hug. I was afraid to see what would happen if I refused so I walked into his arms and hugged him back. He began to walk forward to the other end of the hall as the other Wretched opened his arms to give me a hug as well. This man had thin long black hair pulled back behind him as he wore a purple dress shirt and black pants. A black overcoat was in his arms as he continued to hug me then proceeded to follow Bale towards the previously swinging doors. I hesitated for a minute then ran to catch up with them. 

Crossing past the swinging doors I looked down to the ground to see that the men's footprints were burning into the tile charing anything that was close to the prints. I looked behind my own and to my astonishment mine did the same but to a slight degree. Bale turned around one of the corners as I continued to run to catch up. As I reached the corner and turned I saw the two men waiting for me at a set of steel doors. Soon as I made eye contact with Bale he looked down and opened the doors and walked in. In here was a large room with high ceilings and a stage towards the end of the room. The view of the stage was blocked off by a set of red curtains that gave off a strange feeling through my veins. 

'Ben. How have you been? Still looking for that girl of yours I see,' Bale said. 'Oh pardon my manners this is Vitiate.' Pointing towards the knight according to the chart. 'He's been the one that has been stuck in here for a while now that the townsfolk claim to be terrorizing them. Now we may have started a war with the people of this world but it doesn't mean that we're going to live with them. Vitiate was going to destroy this church because the people aren't worshipping anymore but they attached this abomination to it! Vitiate has been doing a matter seperation between the two buildings so we can take what's rightfully ours but then this girl just wanders in here.' Bale began to pull on the ropes of the curtains showing me what's behind it. A girl in a cage. 

'Now don't get me wrong this girl is going to die regardless of what the townspeople told you.' He continued. 'I just wanted to know if you wanted to be part of the process. See how it happens that maybe you would change your mind about not wanting to join our ranks. Hell I'll even let you choose the little Wretched's future name if it pleases you.' I scratched my head in confusion because I didn't know what I wanted to do but I did have one lingering question and that was what truly happens once you become one of them. 

Was I the one to condemn a child to death? The thought of it weighted on my shoulders as I looked back towards the poor scared child in the cage. She was going to die wheather I wanted to watch or not. If I was to just walk away how would I explain that to the townspeople? The little girl began to cry because she new herself that her life has ended but maybe it's something that you shouldn't be sad about. Death was only just one step forward towards something new and maybe it wasn't all that bad. Is the name how it works? That everyone is named after dark evil things and that makes them dark and evil? What if I named her something better, something that means good or light that maybe there would be less evil within her body. Just enough that she can resist whatever will be inside of her, that's all. 

'Name her Lana,' I said. 

'So be it.' Bale snapped his fingers and everything slowed down around me. Bale turned around to look at Vitiate who was standing by me then placed his hands in his pockets. Vitiate nodded towards Bake then looked over his right shoulder back to me and his eyes flamed with darkness. The snap of Bale's fingers echoed in the distance creating one than another snap vibrating around all the acoustics in the theater. The sound was neverending as it continued to ring from one ear to the other. A deep lost hole shined back at me and I felt true fear for the first time in my life. 

Vitiate reached into his black coat--in which he was holding--with his right hand and took out something long. At first I didn't notice what it was but after Vitiate dropped his jacket down on the ground he turned around to look at me again as if waiting to see my reaction. I was motionless. I stood paralyzed in place wondering if it was Bale himself that took away my permission to move. It was the suspense that ached me the most. From what could take minutes to seconds took hours as I watched Vitiate stride along his way to the stage. 

When Vitiate turned around to see my reaction I looked down to his hand to see a knife. It was a long stiletto blade with a white handle that could have been made out of ivory or an even darker thought, human bone. It wouldn't phase me if it was human bone because that kind of stuff I wouldn't put past a Wretched but the question is who? Who could be apart of Vitiate's knife that is important enough to him to become one with his piece? Was it a honorable foe or could it be one of the many?

Vitiate soon approached the wooden stairs that went up to the stage on its far left end. At the top of stairs--when walking up--you would approach Bale, the king of The Wretched. Both of them had this sick grin on their lips that only a murder of a child satisfy. I felt my stomach hoping that it was turning awaiting what was about to happen but I felt nothing. Regretting what I was becoming I thought if it was all worth it. The numbness, the feeling of darkness within my body. I guess I was to see if the heartache was worth it. 

I then felt my face to check if I had a smirk myself, reveling to the thought of the Wretched and how they found joy in their lives. Darkness overtook my soul and I could only feel sorrow for my own body. This is what I've become and I can't say that I was proud of it being infected from the unholyness of the thing known as Wretched but what's done is done and there was no stopping what I was anymore. I wanted to scratch at my own skin and tear it off hoping to see that under my skin was just muscles and bones just like everyone else that's clean or pure but I wouldn't be. 

This was the horrible truth. What I've truly become. I never really thought it would end this way but here I am willingly ending someone's life for the sake of something greater? Vitiate was now at the six foot cube that the girl sat in crying. Reaching out to Bale with his open left hand, Vitiate motioned to put something in his hand. Bale shuffled in his jacket pockets for what I would assume to be the cure to the girls sentence. A key was taken out of Bales inner jacket pocket and placed into Vitiates hand. He then took the key calmly to the cage and swinged the cage door open. 

The girl--soon to be Lana--crawled backwards into a corner of the cage holding her arms up blocking her young face from the upcoming horrors. She began to scream and yell out on the top of her lungs but everything still seemed to move slowly so I couldn't make out the words propelled into slow motion but I did know it was her last words. Vitiate took the long way to her by walking by the outer edges rather than walking straight while clinging his knife on every single metal bar that held the roof and caged the girl within. 

He couldn't just kill her but play games with her till she lost her will to live. A sick way to end things. He bent down next to her and began to talk to her and she talked back sobbing between every word. I moved to the right towards the stage hoping I could get a better view on what was happening but by the time I moved it was already to late. I heard a muffled scream as she flailed her limbs trying to get free but it was no use. Vitiate raised the knife over his head and killed her with one steady stab or slash. 

Standing up, Vitiate reached for a handkerchief in his back pocket and rubbed it along the length of the blade smearing the thick red blood off of the thin steel and onto the fine linen. Vitiate walked back words a few steps  then turned around and approached the edge of the cage but did not leave he held the knife out by holding its blade lightly and motioned to Bale to take it. Bale's eyes were fixed on me at the moment and it took a little grunt to get Bale's attention. Bale let out a small sigh and walked towards Vitiate to take the knife and returned to his position by the cage while placing the knife where the key once was. 

Vitiate turned back around to face the girl and several events took place in my head as he walked towards her. I thought that he was going to defile her in one way or another just to add insult to injury except she was dead now and the aftermath was still to take place. 

'Get away from her!' I would say but what real chance would I stand against Vitiate and Bale? I could rush up towards Bale and grab the stiletto blade on him and give him the one two into his gut but I would be sitting at the question, can I really kill a Wretched? I doubt I would be able to and Bale would just be angry at me and whatever deal he had lined up for me would disinigrate through my fingers. I thought back to when my previous jailer told me to kill it then leave this place. Specifically he meant The Wretched but taking the sentence out of context could mean basically anything and with that said I guess I did what he said just not who he wanted. Either way Vitiate was to leave as soon as he would be able to whether it be a matter of days or hours. I guess it depended on how far along he was separating the buildings. I didn't see any gaps while I inspected the building outside so I guess he was just starting. 

Vitiate crouched down next to the girl as I stood motionless waiting for his next move. He crouched down next to her and lifted his arms towards her. For what I expected to follow to be filled with sin did not so meet my expectations. He picked her up and cradled her in his arms as if she was a baby. Walking out of the cage I saw her arm fall from off her chest and dangle below her. Blood dripped down her fingers from her wrist down her arms that flowed out her chest. She looked peaceful laying in Vitiate's arms in her light pink night gown full of flowers and bunny rabbits as if she was only sleeping. 

Vitiate layed her down in the center of the stage and folded her arms across her chest. Blood began to pool underneath her and even though it began to ruin her clothes it couldn't have been a more perfect sight. It seemed like flower pedals fell from the sky and onto the floor. A slight breeze rolled through the hall and into the theater pushing tree leaves through the door. As the doors swung open then closed and swinged back and forth I saw the dancing couple just on the other side dancing their cares away as if there was no such thing as death. Maybe that's why they are there, so they can comfort you in someone's passing but only the dancers will know that question. 











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