Cant Stand It, So What Is Sin?

Reverberating attracting 

through my vocal chords

I cant say who will win.

Now that the pendulum is dark,

and is crushing the fringe,

I can only think 'What is sin?' 

So many things are justifiable,

I know there is plenty.

As if you can do it once or twice.

But if you did it in the presence,

of those less accepting,

then you are surely a sinner.

I have these thoughts through days,

I keep them to myself,

because I know you wont accept them today.

But if I were in a situation,

of the less fortunate,

I could surely sway the weight.

I can’t say that is right,

but its how people see it,

so I can do it once or twice.

But I know if you catch me,

before you are ready,

then you will know my true vice.

It pulses my veins,

plays my heart like a chord,

it even excites me from time to time.

But my mind is so heavy,

I can’t keep my hands steady,

surely something will fall under this knife.

Is that all we are,

some miraculous thing,

that knows what is right and wrong?

I say no,

you don't have the pressure 

and you surly haven't lived my life.

I don’t feel so queasy 

when I do something not easy,

and make some actions so brash.

Instead I embrace it,

not try to erase it,

and suck it for everything it has.

I could be the devil, 

or maybe a saint,

it might just depend where your from.

But when you see me,

when my life isn't easy,

just make sure your on the side I am on.

Remember me