Ballad

Torn thoughts deep within my head,
so many people they dont understand.
soon you will.

What makes me tick?
Why do I press on?
I lost everything inside,
but I know what I want.

Sitting right here,
melting like butter.
I need someone other,
I need some lover.
Im waiting right here,
now wasting my time.
I want someone out there,
I need someone out there.

Black and white angles and dead end signs,
these are thoughts that haunt my mind.
Uncontrollable instincts of better days,
I will lie no more of this.

Blackened hearts and intentional fear,
I dreamt of this last night,
and its real, its real.

Sitting right here,
melting like butter,
I need someone other,
I need some lover.
I swear im going crazy
deep within my head,
I need to be loved,
I want to be loved,
to be loved.

Scars of the past deep within,
remembering nothing,
what I want to be.
I dont believe I'll live this day,
I'll continue anyway.
Tears of blood fall on my skin,
this is what you asked for,
this is what happened.
I'm not going to say im fine,
because im so alone.

Siting right here,
melting like butter,
I need someone other,
I need some lover.
I was waiting right here,
I just wasted my time
I wanted love,
I wanted love.