My Last Thoughts (My Wish)

I can’t believe this.

I don’t understand why I cant......

I'll scream I love; I'll love you more.

I'll write it on the bathroom floor.

Mix it up, with serenade. 

Sweeter than all lemonade.

I need your love, please love me too.

Understand what I can do.

I can give you all,

especially my kiss.

That’s something you don’t want to miss.

Well I can’t do what we all do.

Get mixed and fixed with all my friends.

Entrapped in love, with no end.

Get to know my family,

be all that I was destined to be.

I start to feel these fragile words! 

Circles around me like a curse.

I can’t sit still and I will not stay.

Blows me open with hand grenades.

I know I can say you can too.

If you wont what should I do?

When you feel the planets shift,

realize that it was my wish.

I can see,

I can feel,

I can choose all the things that I want to.

With what I hear,

with what I care,

You can lay with me,

play with my hair.

Please leave my mind be,

I know you can.

I'll sing this piece to you everyday,

everything can be my wish.

Be my wish.

Be my wish.

Well, it’s my wish

I think I can do this.

I will choose my life,

I know I can do this.

Leave it be known,

I do care.

You can keep,

all the things that I wear.

You can change the world, 

with this small phrase.

That I don’t matter, 

Just you this day.

I love the world,

and you should too,

but its your wish if you want to.

I bet this world can be great someday.

It all really lies on,

your wish.

I wrote this on a spring morning, when I was sixteen.

This was to be known as one of my last poems I would write.

I planned to die that day. 

Remember me